i go all day wearin’ darkened shades,
one more way,
try to snuff this pain.

this love-struck dumb-fuck waste of skin,
sleepless nights that i keep stressin’,
tossin’ & turnin’ from my depression,
a single dream of you & i just spin.

but what can i do?
it’s not like you knew,
i wish you were around in two-thousand-n-two,
maybe then you’d believe that i do love you.
’cause we both knew,
i couldn’t make you stay,
but i’ll try my best like everyday,
a real relationship,
less stress, 
less pain,
until it all blows up & we both part ways,
face down,
hood up,
i’ll just walk away.

but it’s not like you didn’t make me see,
without you in my life i just couldn’t be me,
but i’ll keep it cool,
play the fool,
keep losin’ my mind over what could be.

fuck it turn the page,
like i ain’t been phased,
act the asshole like my former days,
lippin’ & lumpin’ like i’m mentally crazed.

maybe that’s just it,
should i quit?
or make one more buck with the words i spit,
so hectic,
but i’m so anxious that i just can’t sit.

& stew, 
pretend that i was never into you,
but it can’t be true,
when i’m comin’ undone,
this restless heart always under the gun.

& so everyone thinks i’m a social hit,
i try so hard to just fuckin’ fit,
but my mind goes back to how marshall told it,
like “HAH! dan you’re so funny man you should be a comedian goddamn”
unfortunately just like em i am,
a pissed off player,
’bout to fold his hand..