I have a whole life,

Ahead of me,

Only just by a sec,

I’m so so sorry

My past unreadable

I know it’s not simple,

I tried my whole life

To make you hold me

I’ve taken each step

Sung every song

On my knees

Praying you see

Behind each religion

A scared lonely girl

Claiming not to see

When she cries every day

I cried every day

Just hoping I won’t believe

You don’t see the scars that I leave

Good night every day

Holding this sleep every day

Through all the pain I have been.