There is a spark inside me that has been dormant for quite some time I no longer feel so afraid
No longer agoraphobic
I can run free again
Talk to anyone
Appreciate everyone
Have I reached a higher level
Spiritually?
I just don’t know I feel a change
I know I just went on a vacation
But I really needed a change of pace
To escape from my daily routine
To discover that the girl I knew myself to be still exists
She didn’t die
I just locked her away for a while
But now she has been released
Unchained to roam free
Invincible,
I feel like I really can do anything I want
Empowered
A level of heaven
I don’t want to be lost anymore
I want to know that I am, was, and always will be,
And that is all I need to know
That no matter the form I take
I am still me.
Right now I am sitting here wanting to reach out
And reconnect with the world around me
Life can be filled with so much beauty
It’s strange that there are some people that I can meet
That I never feel jealous or hurt by
Because they are so open and fully honest
As honest as they know how to be
They don’t hold back
And those few amaze me
Let the truth set us free
No hard feelings when the truth is there
Ill never fully understand why