It’s not like I haven’t tried in getting over you, your love is something tough to get myself out through.

Every time I think of you I suddenly get sad, recalling all the nights that with you I had.

Where not only did I have your body but I had your heart, can’t you see you’ve broken it? It’s almost torn apart.

Why didn’t you just tell me; that you wanted me away, it would have been much easier; I would have said: ‘okay’.

And here I am suffering; all of your rejects, you’ve gone your way you’ve made it clear; what more can I expect?

But I am in love with you and I want you now with me, you may be twice as old but it’s different virtually.

If you’re in love with someone else I completely understand, there’s nothing else that I will do as the mature woman that I am.

I need you to please see that I am still here, saying you’re still in me and that I love you, dear.

If you’re happy where you are than I am glad for you, I swear, and if you’re not my darling please; realize that I’m there.

I can’t keep doing us if you’re not straight forward, I should have told you this before but my fear just lowered.

It doesn’t matter if I date, kiss, or make love to someone else, darling that’s just me forgetting how you’re keeping me in hell.

I am here requesting nothing but the truth, from then on I will determine what I’m going to do.

You won’t be alone just in case you think that way, I am here now but I’m not here to stay.

So if you’re reading this just take the time to see, the possibilities of having you are still living inside, me.