If someone was to offer me a whole lot of money,
Not even millions could make my life sunny.
If they offered me a mansion, somewhere off the chart,
Not even a palace in the mountains could warm my heart.
If they said I could have it all and they were gonna make me a star,
I wouldn’t be happy with a supermodel or the most expensive car.
If they were gonna hand me a great job, the best position any man could be,
It wouldn’t matter, rich or famous, I still couldn’t live with me.
So many times I’ve given up when there was no reason to quit.
I just convince myself I’m not happy for whatever reason I see fit.
I don’t know why my mind confuses my heart about what is right?
It overcomes my emotions and I surrender without a fight.
For so long I’ve wanted to be loved, I had it and i let it go.
I didn’t believe it was for me, but now I guess I know.
I’ve hurt, I’ve stole, I’ve cheated, and I’ve played.
Now there is nothing left to do except lay in the hole I’ve made.
I’ve used, I’ve abused, and I’ve broken so many hearts,
And now when I need it the most, I’ve ran out of second starts!