sitting here trying to put the pieces back together,
but none of seems to make any sense.
Wanting all the answers,
but knowing everything is all tense.

Hoping you are not lying to me,
to keep me on a string.
Knowing you will only hurt me once more,
while looking at the engagement ring.

Wanting to know how you truly feel,
while knowing everything will break.
Holding on to all your hopes and dreams,
while knowing your wife is a fake.

My tears still pouring down my face,
for all of this pain I cannot make go away.
Wanting to know everything,
but there is nothing left to say.

Unable to dream at night,
for I only see your face.
Waning everything to stop,
but there is nothing you can replace.

Fearing you are only there to cause me pain,
and you will again only hurt me.
Wanting what was once there,
but you will never see.