Sometimes it’s so hard to sum up what you truly mean

To portray accurately and honestly exactly what you feel. 

I believe some times it to be impossible, 

some feelings don’t even have form, making it all the more hard. 

You try pushing them out, from every hole, every gap in your being

but they won’t leave. 

They swirl around and round your body, 

intoxicating everything until you have no choice

but to be dragged down. 

Into some form of a nightmare, where you’ll stay

slowly suffocating

until some strength unknown has the power to pull you out.