life. pains. learning. strains. growing. older. shadows. colder. fear. loss. a game. coin toss. defeat. hard times. mistakes. crimes. worthless. emotion. shattered. devotion. sadness. heartbreak. people. are fake. illusions. mislead. satisfy. the need. empty. insight. openly. forthright. lose. youth. broken. truth. fixed. trance. last. dance. over. drive. to feel. alive. abandoned. hope. too tired. to cope. tears. fall. pity. stalls. handicapped. heart. falls. apart. too much. shit. i dont. get. letting. go. life’s too. slow. shiny. blade. perfectly. made. a view. to kill. a drive. a will. on the. floor. crying. more. guilty. decision. ignoring. religion. feeling. a fall. blood. on the wall. head. rush. silence. hush. dark. black. wish to. go back. drip. drop. make it. stop. cold. cruel. suicides’s. rule. pain. regret. if only. forget. lost. alone. fate’s been. shown.