My heart is bleeding slowly, each breath hurts to take. I miss you so much I don’t know how long I can take the pain. The tears are falling, but I don’t mind each tear shed is for a moment in time when we were together a memory to of the love we shared so tender and new. We loved so strong, but not for so long, but the time we had was incredible. I loved your touch and you aggressive ways. I dreamed of the days when we would be past that phase. Your wife I wished and a family too, now I know those dreams will never come true. Love you I did, but I never showed, I loved you for you , but I never told… Your beautiful eyes and your perfect smile, the gap between your teeth used to drive me wild. Your hair so soft and your eyelashes too… it made me smile when I looked at you. Your voice so strong and so sweet just the same, the sound of it made me weak and insane. Your body so perfect in so many ways… I touched you I felt you I rubbed you so …the tears have stopped falling, my heart has run dry, my body aches because it is you that I desired. The end has come and I must now move on, but with you I will always have a very special bond.