Someone really should awaken me.

Rest only accompanied with night terrors haunting.

Utmost overwhelming, emotions stirred and feeding

on violence, pain, death, and bleeding.

“Succeeding” the only goal in life, but which way do I go?

Lead only to be forced to watch demented visuals screenplay

behind my eyelids closed. 

My eyes close….

Holy fuck! Is that me in that casket?!

No fortune to be read on palms baring nothing 

but death’s grip on a bouquet of black roses.

Sudden loss of breath am I really seeing this??

Pain filled, fearful heartbeat to the last known state of conscious.

Drawn back into my body by my own piercing scream.

It was all just a dream. 

Triple threes presented to us within the dead time hour. 

walking towards a grave my soul is left to roam.

Confused and aimless wanders searching 

for that familiar feeling of “Home Sweet Home”.

Negative energies begin to taunt, now where do I go?

A path I stumble across and follow with little hope, and go figure

leads me only to another fork in the road.

Turn right to get to heaven, Left if damned to Hell.

demonic eyes fiercely aglow and before you know

beneath my feet it all crumbles beneath.

Through thin air quickly below destined to burn I fell.

Closer and closer, hotter and hotter brings excruciating pain.

The smell of char coaled flesh as it drips off my bones.

Soon to be engulfed and completely set ablaze.

Crimson blood seeping from blackened skin.

Surreal anguish and agony and undying pain. 

With a heartbeat life begins and in a heartbeat I lost the game.

unbearable suffering bound to scorch for all eternity.

However long that may be, never being able to rid the smell

of my own dying prison as it continues disintegrating. 

Fight to open my eyes,

takes a second to realize no longer am I falling and burning

It was all just a dream.. just a bad dream.

The type of dream that leave you thinking.

Keep on searching for a meaning.

Life and death’s overall outcome

completely unknown til it is all said and done.