I just have to swallow,

All these pills before me.

I’m tired of trying.

I want to be free.

Would anyone notice?

Would they even care,

If I weren’t around,

If I wasn’t there?

I hope that it’s quick.

I hope I go fast.

I’m sick of running.

Of hiding from my past.

Nothing I do,

Is right anymore.

What is my purpose?

What did he put me here for?

I just have to swallow,

And all will be fine.

This life will be over.

This life that is mine.