I’m crying

through these walls I’m sliding down upon myself

all hope is dying my insides out

I’m staggering, i cant stand up straight

with this heavy weight

strapped around my neck

Intensity, the shock of rage

I’ve coloured everything red

to sanity, I’m no longer engaged

all thoughts are flying out of the window

actions are silent, but it breaks your sky

all i know is i need to break someones face tonight

Then here comes the wave

the one that calms me back down

no one pushing on my brain, trying to over power me

i see the beauty for what it is

in all these different shades of grey

I’ll make it through this, I’ve forgotten it existed at all

Such wonderful thoughts piling up

i have to get it done quickly before my time runs out

words are running straight out of my fingers

i will start over a fresh, for this is what i was born to do

i want people to read these emotions

gushing out, for life is great

Then comes the switches again

he’s taken over and I’m back here again

nothing i did before even makes sense

i continue, just ride it until it departs

burning all bridges, while I’m sitting back in my mind

the others are tugging, they all want their turn

And back again, I can’t stand living through this lie

the darkness is collapsing in on me, every thing’s cold and flat

it’s whispering for me to take a stand against life

just bleed out my skin and give in

everything means nothing within this despair

no more fight left, i just want to quit