what is this?

why am i crying?

when did this happen?

my head is spinning, my thoughts flying…

my emotions acting on their own,

like i have no control at all,

as if my hands are tied behind my back,

and i can’t catch myself when i fall…

the tears streaming,

from my eyes, and down my face,

without warning,

with no intent, not even a trace…

a wave of panic,

floods my mind with desperation,

all my emotions awakened at one time,

in a crazed collaboration…

but, these tears that fall,

are not all out of sadness,

there is also the feeling of happiness and desire,

and just a touch of madness…

then i realized,

what i am reacting to,

these tears i shed,

are at the sight of you…