just breathe, and the night melts and fades away into a glorious sunrise…. but it’s still night above me and to the sides of me, just infront of me there is morning and beauty away from the clouds and rain, i can see it, wherever the headlights of my car shine, it’s what i long for, a bright beautiful translucent cloudless day where the sky is more cerulean than cerulean itself and the sea is a greener agate than a tiger’s eye…. take me away where the coqui’s are frantic in the moist rich night rain sodden and soil ensanguined, for the soil and the rain are the blood in the veins of the earth, pure, unadulterated, and i can smell the copper in the earths blood…. the soil in the air…. rich…. like umber, sepia, grass, and all the nights shadows come to life when the earth is revived…… i melt into it, and it makes me feel okay, alright, intrigued, mentally stimulated, better, better, better, best, I’M FREE!!!! and i am a bird, released from a cage momentarily, i float and fly and flit, higher into the sky, into a pool of blue, i am, what one would call, momentarily at peace, or perhaps it’s nonchalance, perhaps i dont care, perhaps i’m apathetic, perhaps i neglect, but i do, and it feels…. good for once, in stead of all this pain and red tape, dont worry the crime scene wreck that is usually me for a while, has been taped off and csi has been paused for the day, i’m fine, and, numb, fine with being in this moment, that feels like hours while it only lasts mere seconds, the blue turns purple, and i float downwards back, back, back, mommy i dont wanna go home can we just live here? back, into the red, but i’m not dead so this crime scene is null and void…. and atlast i cut through the tree filled drive that takes me home as the song ends…. well boys, it was fun while it lasted….