The very first hit
was because he was drunk
he said he just got a little
carried away.
Then he promised you
with tears running down his face
that it would never happen again
Deep down inside
you trusted him
so you let him back in
but little did you know
that was the begining of the end.
Because the second hit
was done soberly
this time he blaimed it on his
jealousy
couldn’t stand to see
you sitting so close to another man
that wasn’t him.
So when he got home
he decided to put you in yo’ place
by making an example
with his fist to yo’ place.
Then the next day
he sat you down
and tried to explain
that the only way he can show you
that he loves you
is by making you feel pain.
So you start to question yourself
“what did I do to make him so mad?”
“maybe I should change the things I do
that make him violently react?”
So you start to the things he tells you to do
the ground beneath you
becomes like egg shells.
But asking him to change the demon within him
is like asking the devil to give up
his residence in hell.
The 3rd and the 4th hit
seemed to come so naturally
he didn’t even bother to apologize
he used to at least wipe the tears
from your eyes
But now he just leaves the room
while you lay on the floor and cry
Now his wrath is a everyday part
of your life.
and you wear scarves and sunglasses
to hide.
making excuses for him like
“He just stressed out at work”
But you can’t hide the hurt
on the inside.
Can’t you see he’s never gonna change?
He said he’d go to counseling
a millions times.
and the damage he’s caused
to you physically
has gotten so bad
that you’ve had
to be hospitalized.
Everyone can see what is going on
you can’t cover your pain very well
and when they can’t see,
they hear the screams
But by no means
would you dare
ask for help.
He swore to love you
but all he does is beat you
constantly mistreat you
misuse and abuse you.
He suppose to protect you and adore you
He’s suppose to be treating you like his lady
But you too scared to leave him
even after he kicked you down the stairs
and made you lose his baby.
Your friends are worried
the damage is becoming more intense
and you are not recovering like you used to
because now he’s beating you senseless.
Now he’s knocking your teeth out
causing internal bleeding
and he’s blackened your eyes so many times
that now you have trouble seeing
You’ve had your opportunities to leave baby
But you just choose to stay
the next hit was the last hit
cause it took you to your grave.
The 1st hit should be enough
to never ever let him back in
Cuz understand that it was the 1st hit that was
The Begining Of The End!!!!!!
 
(c) I AM KING