She stands deep in thought looking at the old years calander on the wall

Looking at the words she had written to mark the upcoming events of the year

The wedding of a friend,so many memories of summer winter and fall

Memories of friends and family held so do near.

Althought it is time to discard the old calander

Althought she has a new one ready to take its place

It is blank and has no life no memories for her

Wipes her eyes with an handkercheif trimmed with lace.

As she reads the memos and notes on the pages and revisits the year gone by

knowing that it was a momentous one indeed with so much to remember

Reading the pages thinking how the year did fly.

January became february and then came july and with a leapt suddenly it was december

Reaching out she takes it from the wall and places it nearby

and places the new one up in its place, soo empty so bare

not knowing what will be this year and she knows why

the one she loves will not be here.

He lost his fight and breathed his last that december morn

so many years of full calanders there had been

and not once had she paused as she had this dawn

she smiled as she put the old year away

and then with a pen she wrote carefully

This is the day to start to try and live this is the day.

Untill my love and I can be together not just in dreams but fully