I never been lucky in life
Things for me where a strife
Holding on to survive

Always ingored and pushed back
Love for me was a lack
Interaction always an attack

My heart kept floating
Hoping for a better thing
But my feelings kept hurting

My spirit could feel a kindred far away
But my heart just led me astray
And I got dumped in more miseray

The man who wanted me was not right
My relationship was just a fight
And fearing the middle of the night

I just wanted to be in the arms of my true love
That wish was all above
Without any push and shove

You made me dream again
And leave to wrong man
Just to be hurt in an even worse slam

My senses strip you of your bone and skin
I truly love the man within
But you make it feel like a sin

Music is just becomming noise
I was inspired by the silence of your voice
It was cruel destiny’s choice

My dream of a family seems far from reality
For my true love prefers to be a vanity
That does not want to see the woman in me

Another had a better position to his heart
I was just too many miles apart
And got stuck with a false start

I can not stop him haunting me
Wish I could be set free
Or that it was meant to be

I gave up believing in true love still
Right now surviving is my only will
My heart has just gone too ill