I ask myself lately, is this really me?
I wonder why, nothing can seem to rectify.
With you in my mind, everything collides.
Can’t seem to function, when thoughts of you have formed.
Do I love you?
Am I in love with you?
I can’t stop thinking of you
I long for you, I Desire you,
I smile just thinking of you,
I wonder about you,
I’m happy just seeing you,
And all I want is to be just next to you.
Can’t seem to fathom,
These feelings for you are beyond imagination.
It’s terrifying, thinking that I’m doing it again.
Falling is not really my skill, let alone making it happen.
My heart was once been broken,
Many times been tossed in the oven,
Chopped and grounded,
It has been.
With you,
I entrust everything.
Hoping you won’t cause me pain
And hurt me the same.
I ask you to care for me,
Cherish me, be faithful to me,
Accept everything in me,
Including my vulnerability.
Promise me, you’ll love me,
wholeheartedly and with all honesty.
And above all,
put God before me.