I sit and Wait for you to call you said you were going to but there is no ringing at all
I don’t know what to do all my time is usually spent with you every breath I take is for you
Where are you I’m so worried were could you be without me
I need you I miss you all I want to do is be with you
I love you I thought you loved me oh my gosh where could you be?
I don’t know how to function your my life your my breath your my all
it’s been so long I’m very scared but wait a minute maybe your OK
Maybe your somewhere somewhere with someone who’s not me and you should be here next to me
Who is she who could it be do you love her more then me? Is she better? Is she thinner? Is she smarter?
Is she hotter? what’s wrong with me? oh god why couldn’t I see this man is not really in love with me
What am I going to do? where do I go from here? oh this is worse then I could ever fear
You used me just so you could hurt me your sick your messed up but worse why couldn’t you love me
i have to do something I have to fix this I’ll loose weight I’ll dye my hair I get new clothes I’ll please you more
I’ll do the drugs you want me to do anything I have to to please you! This ill never work I’ll never win you over now matter how hard I try I give up if I can’t have you then I must end it I must now die
I’ll do it now then you”ll be sorry
I grab it and in a hurry I start to bleed
It burns but it’s worth it you most definitely deserve it
this is what you wanted this is what you get I cut some more but it’s not going deep enough not as deep as the knife you put in my chest
I’ll take them all I swear I will I empty the bottle and take every pill
Waite what was that?? The phone is ringing Could it be you want to come crawling back to me
Hello my love is that you what your sorry your late you slept in after being sick with the flu? I love me you miss me and your on your way Wow I wonder why I was feeling that way
I miss you to and hurry and don’t worry my love I’m OK just glad your OK
hurry up and pick me up and we can be on our way I’m just fine now I heard what you had to say