I remember it like it was yesterday,
The day I lost you,
Our love, and all the things we’d been through,
We had made it a month and a week,
I thought we were strong, but come to find out we were definitely weak,
There was barely any love,
Mostly infatuation and lust,
In this thing we called a relation,
I know like they say we can’t be friends,
But to tell the truth I don’t want this to end,
The attention,
The feel,
The sweet words you’d trail through my ear,
About how you love me, and how I make you feel,
How you need me in your life,
How one day I’d be your wife,
I felt the same way too, but
That all came crumbling down,
The day I lost you.

The Day I lost you,
You revealed your ugly side,
Yet I stayed calm,
For I was disappointed too,
But not for long,
Because I realized that maybe just maybe, it wasn’t meant to be,
And maybe you don’t have enough patience and Understanding for a girl like me,
My heart is where this realization was glued,
On the very day I lost you.

The day I met you plays through my head now that you’re gone,
Like a love song I keep hearing on and on,
I was so shy, lost for words at the sight of you,
Boy, I can tell that you was excited too!
We’d talk on the phone all night until about 3,
Now we never talk, and now I am lonely,
I would text you in the morning just to say good morning,
You would text me during the day, just to see how I am doing,
None of that anymore,
It all went out the door with you when you left me,

If I get to speak to you again,
The one that I loved first,
I would tell you I still love you,
I would tell you how it hurts,
That we aren’t connected like we use to be,
I would tell you that it sucks that you never want to talk to me,
I’d ask you if you think of me,
And how you think of me,
I would tell you that it stinks to me,
How you aren’t linked to me,
Like you used to be,
I guess that’s why its ‘use to be’,
For you were never use to me,
So loosing me isn’t a problem for a ‘use to be’,
I want to let you know how I feel about you,
And that everything I felt was real about you,
I hope that when you think about that day, you pout too,
I hope your aware of the damage you’ve done,
And just know next time,
From your love I will run,
So I won’t feel this way about you again,
Because in reality, right now I don’t like you,
Because it hurts too bad to,
And on that note,
This poem is dedicated to you,
I guess you should know the truth,
My heart has been broken in two,
Every since the day that I lost you