Time is fading, and I’m letting it slip all away.
Can’t seem to put my whole heart into anything.
I wander aimlessly every day.

Every day, time melts into oblivion,
The love I’ve stored away to give to her.
Has turned my heart black like obsidian.

All I want is to give my all,
To make her proud,
That she has a man that can walk tall.

To have her kiss me, with her most passionate kiss,
To feel the ecstasy of her lips,
Sadly, I’m lost, in a dream of eternal bliss.

Am I destined to never find my reality,
Has my mind given in to the insanity,
Or was I blinded by my own vanity.

Did I find her, and let her slip away.
Drove her to the arms of another man,
With all the callous things I would say.

Was I too demanding with my selfish heart,
Everything was not enough for me,
I had to tear it down and make a new start.

Have I suffered from the dreamer’s curse,
Throwing away gold, that couldn’t fit my tight purse.
Destined to live a life, that can only grow worse.