I have my ways of coping,
Some more acceptable then otehrs,
But all painful.
I hope you’ll be okay,
That you’re not all torn up inside
Like me.
I didn’t know how much I was hurting you.
We should have talked about it
Like normal couples do.
But we aren’t a normal couple
So we didn’t.
There’s no time for excuses
And they just hinder progression anyways.
I’ll own up.
You broke up with me
Because I’m a horrible girlfriend
Who couldn’t accept
Your inner child.
I appologize
For all the heartache
And heartbreak
I caused you.
You’ll probably never read this
But I need to write it
As part of the healing process.