The last of a six part series of poems that delve into the psychology behind psychiatry.
Canto VI
The harsh light of dawn wept
My kingdom in ruins
The cavalry disbanded
My jewels stolen in the night
Out! these secrets I kept
Like Sultan’s sand to dunes
So costly peace demanded
That I kneel without fight
Now, a lord in squalor
I am only humbled
No great fascination,
No bright inclination,
Nor sharp observation
Could deride this manor
To which I had stumbled
A woman’s disfigured face
My own pathetic disgrace
And a boy whose thoughts had been replaced
Tore me to Saint Le-Mon
Upon the homely knocker
That guarded Ms Farebell’s stead
The bust of a lame Docker
Which to my intellect read
Nay had it heard a murmur
Mr Farebell ever shed
A woman in veil ushered me in
Beneath her panting, secretive mask
An offended frown engulfed her grin
“Please, do not take my features to heart,”
She explained without hesitation
“They express no more than Cubic art”
By curiosity came horror
To recognise That without order
Decrypting the forbidden message
That spoke of misfortune most savage:
Upon her brow, a mark, most acute
That struck the trumpets of my heart mute
The iconic feature of her dead
Husband’s business, on his ring of Wed
Knowing too much I could hear no more
And directed myself to Mark’s door
Under the auspices of a dishonest knock
I breached the pathology of psyche in shock
As far as my eyes could see, or my mind could bare
Were fragments stacked in segments, of Marcus’ affairs
Squatting in the centre in an Indian form
Young Marcus was weeping, through some ritual mourn
With strength
And endurance
But mostly drama
I sewed the stitches
In my mask
“Marcus,” I began
And his head shot up
Not out of recognition
But out of shock
“You… You” he accused
On the tip of tongue
Through the fragments he searched
Slamming his palms
“I know you,” musing
Not reality
But the weakened connections
Between his ears
“Doctor-” I began
“You” he resumed
His eyes glazed a fiery haze
Scorching my tomb
“Long had I feared
Your presence and tone
My bloody eyed fiend
Your voice strangled moans”
In the ordinary language
I knew our Marcus had gone mad
His disposition and rare glow
Bore every incantation
Of the transient, hollow mind
Flowing from without, ebb to flow
Ebb to flow
His words, knowing without meaning
Without meaning
And as if a trail of horrid insects aligned
Between the insane boy and I
And through his delusion he knew the meaning of this sign
He drew a sharpened file
And pounced
To foot
In the air
And down
Bringing his muscles
Onto my collar
Wringing out
Every last pigment
To whiten
His reddened face
“Marcus,” I pleaded
“You do not understand
Your mind is pure
Your thoughts your own
I made this so
I am your cure!”
Like bile it rotted
His fragile grin
So malevolent
“You daft quack,
You maniac!
How little you know
And how far you’ll go
To show the world
It’s yours to sew!”
He struck like the serpent
Of Original Sin
“You murdered my brother
And my hatred harden!
My name is not Marcus
I am Stephen”
He drew the file high,
And when his energy spent,
I fear to admit
That this is the end.
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