Everything so still,

Everything in slow motion,

Everything doesn’t seem to exist,

only you,

I wish each minute is a year,

final hour,

final touch,

last tear you’ll ever see me cry,

last whisper you’ll ever hear,

last to hear one’s voice,

last to feel eachother’s breath,

My last to hear, your last to take,

All of a sudden, I feel so cold and hot at the same time. I don’t know what to feel or how to feel it.

I felt numb and shocked. I can’t believe what’s happening. It feels so unreal. It almost felt like I’m drowning. Is this a dream?

I hold you in my arms,

My tears couldn’t stop,

If I can give you the breath of life I have in me, I will…

I wish you can look at me,

I wish you can talk to me,

I wish we can share a last good laugh, but you were in so much pain!

If I can take away your pain, it won’t take me a second to think about it.

Looking at you, I don’t need memories. I want you! I want to have you. I need you more than just the memories!

I cried helplessly, I sobbed and I screamed at the top of my lungs,

If someone can tell me what to do to give you million more breaths to be with me,

If I have to give up my life in exchange for your life, instead of watching you like this!

all the “ifs,” all the “whys”, all the “how’s”…running through my head all at once,

I’m so desperate,

I need you..please don’t take your last breath just yet..stay with me! please, wait for me..Spend a million more years with me!………….

A moment later, I heard the rain..I cried inside with the rain…My heart so empty! Everything I see didn’t mean as it use to be. I feel so lost. As I turned to bury myself into the deepest cry, I felt something touch my hand! I sat up and realized that it was you I brushed up against. You were there beside me. In the same coffin, just where I want to be. And just how I want it to be. Your last breath was mine! I covered my eyes and cried tears of a spirit, unheard…