the lonely soldier stands swaying through past and present
of the lucid thoughts of beautiful blues and purples, that make
the time vortex.

his incarnation soon coming with slow and heavy breathing stops
that fill the seemingly motionless stops of life, that serendipity
took this godless child.

running free and running wild saw this soldier take the hand of a
partner that filled the ambition or never giving up, and believing
in more than life.

he reaches towards the air as if a ghost once left it’s indented steel
fingerprints and left them on his two beating hearts, that lines the
inner walls of his ship.

laughter and forgiveness for the hurt and remorse of those lost lay
heavy on his shoulders and the seemingly long life of 900 years,
come to haunt the forever man.

torn from reality and his own beliefs ripped apart and questioned
for this is a man that felt the emotion that made him, the careful
tender and loving apararition.

he never carries a weapon only knowledge and life’s enemies but this
soldier wished for more than the humming of the universe as a
friend, but the need for companionship.

you all left him and broke his strong hearts and carried on living the
rainbow filled toxins that happiness brings through experience, but he
experienced more and was left alone.

the sand filled beach that lapped the rose heart of his happiness was
in truth the day he felt sorrow again and with the last chance to see
happiness again, was soon short lived.

being hurt anguished impaled by the tough decisions to carry on that
left this soldier to grief and to miss the scent of his rose, was the day
he spoke last and saw the forgiving smile.

for someone you craved companionship care and attention forever
looked upon others as the soldier they need not to be ever on the
receiveing end, had his words lost in the air that surrounded him
with the needed, i love you.