I am a Masochist

Hard part is over

I admitted my problem

Only

It is not a problem

It is a natural human characteristic

Everybody is a Masochist deep down

Everybody likes the pain

The burning in your throat

The stingy fluttering thoughts within your down-to-earth mind

I am unique

Just like everybody else

At the end of the day

This day

I now realize

While I may enjoy 

The pain my heart endures

I more so enjoy

The love that transpires

You will come around

Sooner or later

Even if not

Your happiness is all that matters

If my nonexistence 

Within your life

Makes you happy

Then the earth shall spin its course

Upon that expectation

And if my being here

For you

Always and forever

Is your heart’s desire

Then this wretched planet

Shall rotate on that axis

The more preferable one in my opinion

I will never let go

I will always hold on

And whenever that rope 

Decides to split

My heart 

Will mend it back in place

I will climb the mountain

I will reach the peak

Upon which you have stood

For so long

And there

Right then and there

Our hearts will intertwine

Our fingers will become best friends

And there we shall stay

On top of the world

Above all else

Beyond the reach of distraction

I love you

And you are

And shall always remain

My Dearly Beloved