Hey there..Hows it going?……….Im good….haha…:D…So…..it’s been a while..since[lol]….I’ve written anything  that’s really…in any way..eloquent…or even worth reading….unless you all want to know how I always want food. These past couple months have been sketchy, but eh, deal with it. Besides my constant pondering and/or fartin’ around, I’ve managed to spend a pretty good amount of time with her…I knew those long hours of “incoherent doodling” weren’t going to get me anywhere…pero, ahí andaba de pendejo. I missed her…quite a lot. God damn it…I’ve been so indolent and careless…and yet…and yet…..she’s…still there..gathering…..dust…..quietly….sitting…and waiting..for me. Just does. So I figure…Why can’t it be like it was before?….Why can’t…..I…..be…like I was before? I come to her….in remembrance of my anterior self…and……I strive….to be…with such an onerous attempt, what we once were….together. [2 hours later]…I realize…..now….that it could never be the same. Only better. not yet. She…..even at her…best, faltered…and I’m left with such a meager sense of…accomplishment. There’s something missing. I’m done. But its’ okay..just like it always is[okay]… …she’s still there…like always…gathering dust…while I go about concocting excuses…like I always have. Oh well…I’m done…
  

Now… If I could only get a hold of an E-string.