my heart aches so badly
i can’t even control it, cause the pain is the one controlling me
it is piercing my heart and the puncture is so deep
i can’t do anything,only and just weep!

i know that a lot of people i shall see smile and worst, LAUGH
seeing me fall apart and break into pieces
to see me with nothing
only gut-wrenching, mind-bending and heart breaking PAIN.

i can hear your aplause as you continue to rip my heart
full of deciet and twisted sinful faces
you filled me with deep sorrow
my unhappiness and problems cheers you up, it shows!

i know you’re the ones who do not care
feels like you want to persecute me
make me feel with the tears i shed that i am nothing
and make live like i have no life and happiness to endure

you have no compassion
alone, i am alone..
the reason for me to stand up and have hope comes clear to nothing but fog
the bitterness in my heart and the wounds shall remain a SCAR.

my struggles can’t make me win the constant fights
you hold me like bottled
my barricades were broken
you’ve never been kind.. peace is something i can never find!..