What makes a light bulb light so bright,

the current hide we let it ride,

fragile tho,

proof we say,

proof we demand,

so sad so sad,

let me breach my limits,

at least if i shouldnt pass ill crumble wirthin,

can i hate myself,

or can i just hate them!

Hate…

the strong strong word,

they say choose wisely what you say,

cut to a family,

or a chocking leash,

I wish i could just cry,

and let the pain subside,

but even if i cried,

the tears would burn,

like acid the family shall turn,

Im one and one against the other,

then why cant my happy momment,

pull together,

all I want is a happy future,

all I want is to make them proud,

perhaps now is the time I should just turn around,

I have packed my belongings,

next time you shall see,

I’ll be the woman you wanted me to be,

And i’ll do it on my own,

for you will see,

there is alot more to me than what you consider me,

so as years draw on,

I hope,

I live the life I’m meant to live,

and you wont hear,

and you wont see,

because that is how I want it to be,

perhaps one day you will forgive me,

I love you so,

no that shan’t change,

I just wish you could see what I could be,

before I was alone.