This time will be different,

Yes that’s right this time there is going to be an effort to my madness.

This time we are going to see my movement, too long I’ve held onto this crutch,

Trust in only what my mind is set on and believe it or not I’m running right to you.

I did all the things I could have possibly wanted,

Now play time is over and I have learned your love I cannot give up.

Without you here I cannot be anywhere because your absence leaves me hopeless still,

Well now is the time for me to change my destiny and sitting on this would never be enough.

Look at me, severely injured and bleeding eternally from the heart,

The stitches ripped wide open and as the blood spills all I see is you.

There are too many signs too many things that tell me you and I aren’t through,

Self destruct and take all my current surroundings with me, Tonight the only people in existence are me and you.

I am really thought for a while I was going crazy,

Easy to think such a thing when karma finally rears its ugly head back.

All the sleepless nights I’ve spent cycling through thoughts of you,

All this time for the past two years, I have been so distracted I put on hold the happiness I pursue.

Yet I cannot honestly say I know the purpose,

Got me no where and still I’m not even half the man I can be without knowing i have you.

Killing me softly and my body aches the moment I listen to the words from your soft voice,

In this very moment I always realize that when it comes to finding my heart there is no other choice.

I am used to making sacrifices; this is one that would be for the greater good,

Life cannot go on without you next to me every night and right now I hate living with regret.

I believe I can call upon my inner strength to take me from this bend to your arms,

Sometimes in this life I forget my ability is much stronger than others and now with you right in front of me someone better sound the alarm.

I cannot be over you; this lasting effect just drives your love into my very soul,

I am trembling now and this moment is vital to my survival can you not tell?

Forever yours forever more and now your are the only solution that i see,

Here I am spontaneously combusting, Look through the pieces portraits of me and you, You are the reason I’m still standing, Tell me you still belong to me.