The question in my mind 
Am I ready 
To face life 
Without you by my side 
Truly I’ve loved you 
For so very long 
But you changed 
No matter who is to blame 
And who you now are 
I do not know if I like let alone love
You have become my nemissis 
Now that I can see you 
Are you going to kill me 
Or are you already 
Causing me to crumble 
As though I am made of nothing strong 
I’ve been with you through it all 
But I know 
I set myself up for the fall 
Making you my fantasy 
The only one I’d do anything for 
But I’m trying to move on 
Someday I may forget 
How much I love you 
And how much it hurts
To let you go