I was happy but you destroyed that

You yell at me as if I’m your punching bag

Sometimes feel you should just hit me with a bat

Your the reason why I lock my door all day…you make me gag

Call me a failure through your own anger

Always wonder why I seclude myself from the rest

When around you, the pain never ends, your just full of rage

How can I give something from the heart, your far from the best

Cuss at me as if I’m your voodoo doll

Your the biggest reason why I’m still fucked up

Mood changes every day, that’s why I stand as if I’m dead in the hall

My eyes saying only hate, far from love

What’s to change from me if you won’t

Only thing I failed at was pleasing you

Nothing else left to prove, gave up a long time ago

Your the biggest reason why I cut, be happy cause my life is through!

It feels like I died at 18 dealing with you!