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The Second Life or the Day of Hearts?

I remember it was my husband second life on the 14th day of this month…

I was his fiance then, it was Chinese New Year and also the celebration of the Valentines Day…

I was four month pregnant, I’m on the time of confusion…

I was so confused if he’s really the one that I wanna spend the rest of my life with…

I can drop him if I want to even if I’m already pregnant…

I ask him not much but to stay that night in our house..

I wanna be with him, it’s the hearts day anyway…

He never listened,

He went outside,ride his bicycle and go…

I can’t sleep that night, I was waiting for him…

I always look at my wall clock to realize the time…

He texted me three hours after he leave, he’ll be home in fifteen minutes…

I feel relief…

I fell into sleep because I know he’ll be there by my side in a few minutes….

I woke up that morning without someone by my side…

I look for my phone to realize that there was lots of messages informing me that my hubby was admited in the nearest hospital beacause of the motorcycle accident the last night….

I feel I can’t stand alone….but I have to be there for him…

I run emmediately to the hospital and the tears comes easily from me….

I can’t see him like that

He’s sleep

He’s full of bandage all over his body…

He’s helpless

But……..

I realize something……

I cannot loose him…

I can’t live without him..

I was so afraid to loose him….

This coming Febuary 14, 2011, there is one occasion that I wanna celebrate with the man

that I decided to spend the rest of my life with…..

I will celebrate the hearts day with him with our precious one…Liean Travis…..