Do you believe that somehow, there’s a special plan for your life?
A plan that was perfectly, beautifully and carefully arranged so that it will be the most unbelievable thing that ever happened to you.

I do.
I believe so. And I’m learning to hold on to it.
You know why?
Because my Heavenly Father has promised so. The greatest of all, is the one who tells me so.

But still, however …
With this small brain of mine, there are too many things that get in the way that I don’t fully understand.
Sometimes I wonder, why didn’t He just choose the simple way to bring me to His plan?
Why bother with this hard confusing way?

Then I looked back to the path I’ve been through.
And start to imagine …

If only I could hear His voice clearly then I wouldn’t have taken the wrong turn.
If only I could see Him with my eyes then I would easily follow Him.
If only I could touch His hands and hold on to them, then I wouldn’t have fallen.

As I gaze through my imagination, another thought (or maybe is it Him?) came by.
If only I could hear His voice clearly enough, I might have turned into a stubborn child and disregarded Him (as I often did with my parents).
If only I could see Him with my eyes, I might not have searched Him truly with my heart as I always did.
If only I could touch His hands, I might not have put my trust on His unquestionable help.

Only then did I realize that …
In His silence, He fills my heart with love
In His invisibility, He fills my journey with faith
And in His wonderful way, He fills my life with hope

You see?
It is in His mysterious way, He is beautiful …

Once He has promised me, and I will always believe.
Do you?

“Now faith is the substance of things hoped for, the evidence of things not seen”
Hebrews 11:1