I said never..
Never i wanted to hurt myself like this.
Never i wanted to fall in love again like this.
Never ever i wanted that someone breaks the wall around me, so that he could touch my heart and then suddenly dissapeared.

But it happened even if i didnt want to..
And for me it doesnt made a difference, i just let myself go..
I hoped that it all would be alright..
I expected that he should take that first step..

But then he told me that he would leave me..
That he had a new job..
That he was going to start a new life..

But I didnt want to hear it and closed my eyes for it..
And i know he had warned me, so I could now..
That on one day he would say;
that this would be the last time that we should see eachother..

And he didnt said good-bye..
Not even a hug..
Only that stupid last look..

Now i realize that was the last time we had met..
And that I should drop the idea that i could be happy with someone..
Because that nevers gonna happen if everyone is leaving me..