This fight with staying obedient
Has to be the most difficult thing ever
Trying to keep it constant and positive
Having that longevity in it
Lord I need your assistance
Please help me conquer this
The rival of sexual thinking
You know my thoughts
Glaring into her as if being absorbed by her delicate soul
Just wanting her in every way that’s not ideal for a Christian man,
until married that is
Oh my, world war III is breaking out
The battle in keeping my abstinence
Just breathing women as if they are the air that alternates with the exhales on my lungs dance floor
Inhaling everything about them,
then!
Breaking their aura down intimately and being fulfilled by it
If I can’t have her, then I’ll imagine her
No discrimination because
Beauty is my passion
They’re not making this easy for me
Causing feelings to boil with ecstasy
seasoned to perfection,
bringing forth the recipe for Love making
I think single women deserve my thoughts
Loving them supremely for the experience of me teaching them
About;
Untapped emotions hidden behind doors from the typical
Man oh man, pondering that chance to really love you and you and you!
I know its wrong Lord,
Referee this!!!!