nice share.

I beg to disagree,sweetheart.Revenge even though it surely gives a perverse satisfaction to be truly gratifying and satisfying,it has to be earned,and it has to be earned in a manner which is fair.
Firstly,you didn’t substantially earn it…..I mostly gave it to you because I love you.I am willing to do anything which I can reasonably do to prove it….. without any conditions.I wish that I was a wealthy guy…I could have been in a position to put something tangible at stake.EG.I can have your name tattooed permanently on my arm etc..Or,I can delete my entire rhyming database from the internet.Or,I can re-send that explosive e-mail to you which I had sent to you on your Hamline account…and trust me that e-mail can surely put me into a lot of unwanted trouble.

All you have to do is demand.

Secondly,you got what you wanted through deception.Any other girl could have had succeeded substantially in making me play the love crazed fool had she been reasonable sure that I have deep affection for her.

So,there is hardly anything sweet about your apparent revenge.To be honest,I consider it to be rotten….something which I would have never been proud of……………. though I would have done the same but only if forced to dos so by necessity…..in fact it would have stinked badly within my essence for the rest of my life.

But because it seems to have given you a lot of perverse pleasure,I have nothing to crib about because I love you.Your pleasure brought about by my discomfiture is acceptable to me.

By the way,I am grateful to you for having made your stand so clear…..I am again in complete touch with reality…no more chaos no more confusion.

What else,sweetheart?

Ohhhh!Did I mention that I am not willing to die for you or to embrace misery for you?I am grateful for my earthly existence to some people who mean something to me and by doing something as selfless and reckless as that will be disrespectful to them and their efforts. So sorry my madness of my passion for you is certainly not limitless.This inter-alia means that,that explosive e-mail will be re-sent to you at your direction only I have dealt satisfactorily with more important issues.Rest remains the same.

Bonjour belle femme!
My presence must infuriate you,
I know,I am your bete noire;
but,I beg you to stay,
I have something to say.

These days,
a strange passion has found its way;
it grows in strength,every now and then;
it rebels against my composure,again and again!
My composure,which suffers in silence,
finally wants to give away;
I must say
all that I have to say!

These days,
you have occupied the territory of my mind;
I think of only you,all the day.

The depth of your sedate eyes
intoxicates me into brief moments of profound joy
which I had never thought could ever exist;
moments of everlasting togetherness,
moments of harmony,
moments of sheer bliss!
On recovering my sense of reality,
I am left wondering,
if a mere glimpse of theirs fills me with such glee
as if a cherished toy was given to a little boy,
with what boundless joy,
such moments await me!

The thoroughness of your tough spirit
insults the careless,reckless man in me!
But I find it to be bewitching!
I realize,
to my utter surprise,
you ought to be my muse,
you ought to be with me!

Such a strong,virtuous core,
but,
with all the prettiness and delicacy to the fore!
The arrogant man in me had never known
a woman to be worth a huge treasure!
The Spartan in me,too,discovers
a woman to be the strongest allure!

Beyond the dark clouds of gloom,
I see the light of happiness again;
all the pain feels comfortable again.
After years,I feel deep affection again!
After ages,the brute knows
what it is to be a human again!

My heart beats like never before;
I feel a passion so pure,
like I have never felt before!
My soul rightly believes,
you are to stay in my heart
for the longest tenure.

You dare not
call me a perverted liar today!
Let one and all hear,
what I now say,loud and clear,
you are the love of my life!
With my soul you are to stay,
for the rest of my life,
each and every day.
It happens
on the rarest day,
when a die hard cynic
empathizes with the love crazed fools,
and,
he yearns to follow their ways,
in the near future,
some very fine day!

Your name brings a strange joy these days,
I am a changed man these days,
I am happier these days,
I feel love these days!

Your light blue eyes
resemble the bright clear skies
on a sunny day;
they strike me with their brilliance,
day and night,
everyday!

Your sedate eyes
seem to have depth of the oceans;
they look deep into my soul,
scolding me for my errant,wild ways!
Unknowingly,
you reform me,unfailingly,
day and night,
everyday!

Your elegant,arrogant eyes
insult my commonness!
But,
unintentionally,
they ignite desires in me
which I had believed
were dead and buried deep
in the cemetery of harsh reality;
to my utter surprise,
they gain in strength,
day and night,
everyday!

Your beautiful eyes
lure me into doing the forbidden;
I foolishly dream
of our improbable togetherness,
day and night,
everyday!

Your talkative eyes
converse at length with me
twenty four hours a day;
unconsciously,
I grow very fond of their chattering,
day and night,
everyday!

O,the bewitching murderer of my sanity!
Your wicked eyes
have cast a spell on me,
and,
most unwillingly,
I fall madly in love with you,
day and night,
everyday!

Who are you?

On the wings of time
years seem to have taken
a swift flight;
but,
your memories are so
full of youth,
it seems only like yesterday
when I had met you!

Your beautiful eyes had readily
attracted me,
but,
your arrogance had truly
incensed me!
Your talkativeness had certainly
irked me,
but,
your thoroughness had surely
impressed me.

Your hasty departure had
greatly amused me;
strong was the resentment,
I had to convince myself
of my hatred for you.

To my discomfiture,
I was soon to discover,
my thoughts had a headstrong stalker!
At first,it appeared to be a stranger,
but,
it had striking eyes
with which I was familiar.
To my utter surprise,
I came to realize,
my beloved privacy
had been invaded by you!

To be continued…….

This article has collected some interesting comments.

Of course…they have to be…..this is exactly what happens when a die hard prick dick cynic falls in love with an arrogant,ambitious,stubborn and cunning woe-man….he is made to play the part of a lovelorn,love crazed fool to the hilt…..becomes a spectacle to the onlookers actually!

I believe I have a stalker .

I believe you need to move that apostrophe out of “Always”. It has no business being there. Someone else might be missing it too…

Maybe your stalker lost it and that’s what all the fuss is really about.

And I have a murderer…the murderer of my sanity…the tormentor of my tranquility.

Hmmmm….an apostrophe having an outstanding unsettling effect…the idea is really interesting…

Listen people,
hear out mates!
My misfortunes
the Almighty intends
to aggravate!
The girl who ought to be
my inspiration
is hell bent on playing
a key role in my annihilation!
The girl I madly love,
the girl with whom I badly want to procreate
has nothing for me except
ridicule and hate!

The entire affair has deliberately
been made so hazy
that I am left with no alternative
but to act crazy!

sacrifice of oneself at the altar of principles and humanity
has surely been in exalted in our legacy;
but it has been clearly written in the last clause
no matter how noble it maybe
never fight a lost cause!

sacrifice of oneself at the altar of principles and humanity
has surely been exalted and glorified in our legacy;
but it has been clearly written in the last clause
no matter how noble it maybe
never fight a lost cause!

Her name is Carrie
to be followed by Marie;
she is the one I want to marry!
Her arrogance and intrigues
and of course her haughty Leo friend,Mary
are the crosses I must cheerfully carry!

So when will I have the marching orders?Or do I need to submit a resignation?

The pirate puppy is lured into visiting madame’s profile on myspace by her pretty,piercing eyes.It is in awe of madame and gets an inspiration that she is some kind of movie star or model.It notices that madame is in love with India and Mahatma Gandhi is her hero.Though it is still in trance,but the compulsively impulsive pirate puppy it is,it offers a deal to madame ignorant of the fact that she is a meticulous,intellectual mini-mini-giant;the impression of her being a compassionate,warm person because of Gandhi being her hero too plays an equally important part in it. Madame is not impressed because she has no reason to be impressed.But the pirate puppy is persists with his typical pushing which irritates her mildly.Nevertheless,she gives in reluctantly to its pushes.Madame asks some very meticulous questions which the pirate puppy,who is still in trance,finds quite difficult to answer.It makes a fool of itself,takes ages to answer them and madame,to its embarrassment,rebukes it.Then madame puts forth some more questions and realises that the puppy is not only male chauvinist but also quite into typicalising people.Also,the cynical nature of the puppy was apparently quite obvious.
What the puppy wants to say,it must say
Male chauvinism does not necessarily mean treating woe-men as possessions definitely as equal fellow beings but there are many things which woe-men can handle much better than men and vice versa and such things are clearly reflected in the traditional roles men and woe-men are assigned eg. a pussy is never going to be respected and loved by woe-men,in general…men are expected to be strong…traditionally and woe-men are expected to be caring,generous and faithful.And ohhhh yes I personally think that woe-men should always behave with dignity i.e. avoid loud and aggressive behaviour.I don’t recollect myself ever misbehaving with any woe-man unless she had tried to play smart with me or had needled me unreasonably.
Racism can broadly be considered as generalising people belonging to a particular status,community,race,region or nation….as it is done in your part of the world but it can also be interpreted as discriminating against a human being on the basis of his status,community,race,region or nation….this is exactly Herr Hitler and co. had done…brutally…religiously.Human beings do live in many different groups since times immemorial and each group has evolved differently with different views,needs,strengths,vices,issues,customs,traditions,religions etc. etc.The people generally imbibe the values of the groups of which they are a part….like we have group norms…they have to be adhered to….even a Lone Ranger pirate puppy like me knows it.Of course,there will always be rebels but by and large they are either ignored as frustrated non-entities or silenced. Eg.The people from Middle East are very particular about revenge because they have a tradition to avenge injustice met out to their near and dear ones.The people from the Indian sub continent are very family oriented and take marriage seriously.Americans look down upon violence Europeans do not….at least,not to the same extent.French are quite sophisticated but the Germans are not….they are straightforward and more into extremes…Germany is yet to possess a nuclear bomb even though Hitler and co. are now well a part of the past.Also,Wehrmacht was immediately disbanded after the World War 2.Back to India,Punjabis are one of the loudest,most arrogant most hard core capitalists you will ever come across.South Indians look down upon the North Indians as rough,uncultured bullying invaders.I don’t think that tantamounts to racism unless I straightaway discriminate against a person on the basis of his background without giving a reasonable opportunity to interact with me….I will give him a reasonable chance to prove that he does not possess the typical characteristics of his social group.So am I a racist?No.
To be continued………………….

Feeling emotionally drained…..will catch you after the exams…..madame.Sorry about forcing you to delete your gmail account.

really weird stuff you got going on in your life, david