I STRUGGLE for my faith, my eternal soul at stake.

If any religion is the true word, then most people have only damnation.

Can any creation be that cruel?

Not a creator that demands pity

I treat others as i want to be treated,

It brings me mockery and deceit.

I am humble and give you praise, it brings me to regard and diminished my worth.

I am kind and helpful to my fellow men, it brings my kindness to be mistaken for weakness.

I covet my neighbour’s wife, it brings me pleasure and satisfaction.

I steal for personal gain, it brings me leisure and riches.

I lie to promote my own agenda, it brings me trust and loyalty.

Why does following the word bring pain?

Why does mocking the word bring pleasure?

Why should pain bring salvation?

Why should pleasure bring damnation?

Why can’t pain bring damnation?

Why can’t pleasure bring salvation?

Why such a dichotomy?