There are those days…

Those days where no ones there for you

No one to offer themselves in any way. Whether its just to talk or seriously help…

Those days when your feeling nothing but heartache…

You walk in the opposite direction of the sun

You jog passed the people and into the woods

You run away from the darkest of creatures and into the darkness
where you know the spiders bats and worms dwell

Then even though u are still not a peace…you think

You think about all of the terrible things that have just happened to you…

Then you let it build even more by thinking of the things that have hurt you in the past…

You’re making yourself suffer more and more…but even then you push your mind further…

You think about the horrible unpredictable terrifying things that will happen to you in the future.

When you are in the darkness where only the spiders bats and worms dwell…

In these moments…you only feel hate, anger, fear, regret, and pain…

There’s no one there…there’s no reason to keep this life…

The cliffs are above as you knew when u walked away from the sun…

In a sudden burst of rage you climb…

At the top…Tears falling down your face…you stop to think…

Will you be missed…will anyone cry…is the world better off without you…

Of course not…You are surrounded by darkness…you know nothing but of what hurts…

You take a step forward…

Suicide is a sin of which you are aware…but is there a god…is there an other side…a place after death…

It cant be any worse than what you’re feeling now…

You take the step to the edge…and spread out your arms as if to fly…and as you tilt your head forward…

Your phone rings in your pocket…Its one of your close friends…they ask you to join them for a movie.

All of a sudden there’s a change…something doesn’t make sense…Lets stay to find out what…

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