laying in bed
not being able to sleep
blasting my music
trying to stop thinking
these emotions creeping up on me
feeling so empty inside
since i realize theres nothing i can do
to make this any better for us
our relationship is in ur hands
you finally got what u wanted
u get to be “God”
everyday u chose how we r going to act
can u just tell me
will u ever be the same?
thats all i want this Christmas
take back those clothes and this money
just give me half the person u used to be
someone who actually cared
and who wanted to be part of my life
i dream of the days u feel this pain
this broken heart, this empty feeling
nothing and nobody cud ever make u happy
constantly drinking ur problems away
hopefully drowning them forever
i hope u pick the right choice
if u dont ull just lose me faster
and nodont expect me to be sensitive to ur probs
since ur the one who started this mess
no pressure, ur the only one who can change us
and the sooner the better
since ur already skating on cracked ice
the next fight ur gunna fall through
and ill just walk away
just like the many times uve walked away when i needed u most
lets see how great u truly are
u can find ur way outta this shit alive?
can u really get us to be close once again?
somehow i truly doubt that
uve completely lost my  trust and hope
so why even bother