I only thought
That if I held tight enough
And never let go
I could make her mine.

I only thought
That if I made her mine
She would accept
My ownership.

I only thought
That I was always right
And nothing would ever
Go wrong.

I only thought
That she was lying to me
And that the world
Was running backwards.

I only thought
That I could think my way
Out of every mess
I fell into.

I never thought?