This is how it feels

To be alone

Tears constantly running down your face

To feel of no worth, of no good

To be scared, in the dark and at the brightest parts of the day

To have no one, no one to count on, no one to run to when the world is just too mean

To feel so cold, layers and layers of blankets can’t fix

This is how it feels

To sit in a corner alone

Without anyone to help you up, no one to reach out to you

This is how it feels

To scratch at your face, and arms

There is no feeling

Because you have become so numb

That for once

It feels good, the tearing of skin

But you’re so lost, so caught up in the pain

That this pain feels like a feather upon your skin