Late night (early morning) scribbles.

It’s 3 a.m. and the lights are low
And my mind has no where left to go
But to that place I long to be
That special place for You and me.

A place where I must go alone
Away from even those at home
Sometimes I wonder if they knew
How much I need to be with You.

My desire sometimes seems too much
For a God I cannot see or touch
Each day I need You more and more
I cannot stop the tears that pour.

I am not sad and yet I cry
I can’t explain the reason why
Except to say they pour for You
For all You’ve done and all You do.

I long to be just where You are
(A childlike wish hung on a star).
But I am grown and so I pray
That in my life You’ll have Your way.

These words have failed to impart
The desire that burns within my heart.
Sometimes I feel my heart has shattered
… I wish I lived a life that mattered.

Perhaps all I really need to do
Is find my focus just on You,
Not to accomplish some great task
But to respond to all You say and ask.

Yet as the hours approach the day
I am blessed that I can say
I’ve lost myself and all I am
In Your presence… at 3 a.m.

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  • papaleng on Mar 9, 2010

    Amen! yes the feeling is great if you devote some quiet moments with the Lord. I do talk to him daily every 4 a.m.. Nice to see you Jo.

  • hfj on Mar 9, 2010

    Absolutely beautiful, and so true. I’ve missed reading you’re work so much, and am glad to see you back. Wonderful poem. Well done friend.

  • Karen Gross on Mar 9, 2010

    It\’s so good to hear from you again! That poem was so heartfelt – I say amen to that! I have a little corner in the huge closet that God blessed me with in this house, a little corner with some pillows, where I can be alone with God.

    God may or may not use any of us to accomplish something great. All He asks is that we obey Him in the little things.

    And isn\’t prayer the most important work that He requires of us? It is so astounding that the God of the universe voluntarily stays His hand until His people pray? The prayers of the one can move the hand of the Almighty! Wow!

  • Mark Gordon Brown on Mar 9, 2010

    nice share of your feelings

  • Kate Smedley on Mar 10, 2010

    First of all, it’s great to see you back Jo. Secondly, this is absolutely beautiful, I can totally identify with it and am exactly in this place right now.

  • Jo Bingham on Mar 11, 2010

    Thanks for the welcome back. It was a little frustrating for a while there because I had to remove some stuff in order to publish my book. But I missed the community here so I figured I just had to keep writing if I wanted something else to post. Lol.

  • Gail Cavanaugh on Mar 12, 2010

    Thanks, Jo this was special. It is wonderful to spend time with the Lord.

  • Brian Daniel Stankich on Apr 7, 2010

    it doesn’t get any better than this!

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