Mixed emotions about my ex. Written May 28th, 2007.

A pain so deep
A love so strong
Mixed emotions
Yet you’ve cared all along

Constant fights
Battles unspoken
Teardrops falling
Hearts being broken

Confusion entangled
in a mind so distraught
How to sort your emotions
Now that I was never taught

Things have become quite twisted
And my heart doesn’t know what to do
Love never felt so confusing
Til I fell in love with you.

Pain never felt so real
It aches with everything I do
Love never felt so strong
Til I fell in love with you

Happiness never came easy
Now it’s here with everything I do
Love never felt so wonderful
Til I fell in love with you

Sorrow never seemed so dramatic
I meant “sorry” with my heart so true
Love never felt so remorseful
Til I fell in love with you

The feeling of being alone…
I’ve never felt so blue
Love never felt so empty
Til I fell in love with you

I’m here by myself all alone in this room
With nothing here to do
Love never felt so boring
Til I fell in love with you.

We scream and we fight and we’re angry
There’s nothing left to do
Love never felt so pissy
Til I fell in love with you

Now we are talking, the truth finally said
I can’t believe it’s true
Love never felt so amazing
Til I fell in love with you

My heart beats fast, the truth is out
You said you still loved me too
Love never felt so perfect
I’m still in love with you.

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  • Renee Hudson on May 7, 2011

    This one was a bit hard to follow, but I imagine it was even harder to live it…I wouldn’t change a thing about it though, it’s great as is! :)

  • Jessica Sprague on May 7, 2011

    Well maybe I can explain a little, the emotions were frustrating and that’s how it was. It was an explanation to Jordan about how love felt when I fell in love with him. It gave me so many different emotions and I guess this was my way of saying, “you make me feel…”

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