I’m trying to figure you out, I wanted this thing to last forever without stress or doubt. When you’d say yes and I’d say no, We’d talk about it til we figured it out. Everyone always told me to keep it real, they’d say express how you feel. If I lost you who would be there to help me heal? So tell me what you were all about? When things got rough you never liked to talk it out, We say we’re strong, but when it comes down to it we are straight up wrong! You said you loved me and I’d say it too, so tell me why did 6 years go down the tube? I was accused of doing so much, but in reality it was you tearing us apart. You were a part of my soul and my heart. You made my nights and my days stand still.  Why couldn’t we get this right or do everything possible to keep our family tight. I found in you a love so real that for some reason I can’t see where we failed. which means my love for you was so real. So hold onto my heart until the very end. Don’t let go no matter what.They say I should just walk away and never look back. I assure you that I’m here to stay even though you won’t let me back in. To be honest though its a price Im willing to pay, because I wouldn’t want all the love I ever had for you to fade away forever as if it never existed. You are the one that took down my wall. To be honest I never wanted it to be taken down. Now I stand before you broken hearted and a total wreck. For you I have always stuck out my neck. I ruined a relationship, because of how I felt about you. I want to be with nobody other than you.There is no way I could fake it, because it’s my heart that is still breaking. I know you say that you moved on, but we both know that won’t last long. I dream of holding you all through the night and making sweet love to you til the morning light. I know we can make things so much better if you would just leave that stupid hoe forever!