Till my Bones Break

These feelings, these emotions are killing me

I feel the same ones over and over again

They never let up, they never get easier, they never lesson

They get worse; they pile upon each other and over fill

Like a tub overfilling with water

They leak over the edges and they spill everywhere

So many tears, and I ask again and again

Where do they come from and how can I have so many too shed

All because of you, them and me

Cause I’m so confused

I’m lost

I’m overcrowded

With thoughts, images, what if’s and where, how, when, and why’s

I write these words over and over again

I write till my fingers ache

I’ll write till my bones break

Because things will always be the same

Things will never change.