When is the time for me to say no?

When is the time to free myself from heartaches?

A time when I can freely say what I do really feel.

A time when their hearts take heed of the cry of my deepest emotion.

A time when people see my real person rather than the face they often behold smiling.

A time when friends see my person crying within rather than the person they see hiding

in laughter.

A time when my words are taken with serious rather than taking all giggles on my words.

A time when they see the shade of my torn being and be more caring rather than often

shaded with ridicule and be more criticizing.

A time when people who surround see my conviction to life rather than being seen

convicted of doing no life.

A time when my being is delighted after laying down cracks of laughter rather than

amused of my being even the time of my despair and my longing for care.

A time when I may perceive myself as a strong person and a time to dig down to the

bottom line of my character.

When is the time? Yes! I see the time of Lord.

It is the perfect time to unload myself that no one feels stepping on thorns!

It is my most deep longing to untie myself without bringing others to shame!

I shall wait for that time….even it asked for my whole life waiting!