So tired, tired of lies, tired of misunderstandings from you

I call them lies

Tired of how you pretended i was important to you,

tired of all I found out about you

Now I cry into my lonely pillow, whisper please to him who

 hears me

Don’t let me feel this, please God I am heading for

self destruction from me

I spent allot of my life hurting from others, then let him in , i thought

maybe he would be different, it was only happiness i sought

Now look, look at me a mess again