shes was a fan of chatting…..
she loved to talk…..
she always spend spend time with her friends…..
and when she didnt she spend it on the internet…..
she used to chat on a site…..
a certain site she loved…..
she imidiately fell for this site…..
so she made a user on the site…..
then not after long she made friends on this site…..
and then she met “them”…..
she began chatting with some guys on the site…..
these guys knew each other from real life…..
as she was talking to them she turned to like them…..
so she wanted to talk with them even more…..
as time went she talked more and more to one of these guys…..
she felt a certain connection between them…..
they where so alike yet so different…..
she is a party girl….. he was a loner…..
they shared their interests…..
they shared their feelings…..
not after long she found herself falling in love with this guy…..
he always showed her kindness and care…..
even if she was mean to him he was the one who apologized…..
he was everything she has ever dreamed of…..
but there was some things about him she couldnt take serious…..
she always thought of those things as a joke…..
he talked about how depressed he sometimes could get…..
she thought of depressing as normal since she got it too sometimes…..
he sometimes tried to explain to her how bad they where…..
she never understood him clearly…..
she never really thought of how depressed he actually could be…..
he was always a happy person…..
he was always able to make a joke in any situation…..
she told him about her depressions to make him feel better…..
she thought it would help him in his…..
he told her how he sometimes just cried for no reason…..
she always thought there mustve been a reason…..
she always thought that no one can cry without a reason…..
unless he was an actor…..
and an actor she knew he wasnt…..
as she ignored the depressed him she fell in love with him…..
she wanted to talk to him as much as possible…..
she longed for him by her side…..
he finally asked her if she wanted to meet him…..
she was so happy but acted like she was just okay with it…..
she asked him for a date to meet…..
as he set the date she said okay ryt away…..
she already knew she had other things to do…..
but she cancelled them…..
meeting him was the most important part of her life…..
as she saw him for the first time she could only think of how perfect he was to her…..
they walked all around the place and she felt her dream come true…..
she felt shes known him forever so she talked as it…..
she knew he was a loner but he talked to her like he wasnt…..
as the night came forth and it was about time to go home…..
she was a little hurt…..
she loved him and he only treated her like a friend…..
she was so hurt….. and yet happy for finally meeting him…..
he has been nothing but kind to her…..
he laughed when she made a joke no matter how stupid it was…..
he was the guy she met on the internet…..
she felt in the way he acted that he was 100% the same…..
she was so happy…..
but he treated her more like a friend than a love…..
and she was hurt by that…..
as she was on her way home she thought the whole meeting through…..
shes fallen even more in love with him…..
she thought of the times when he told her about him depressed…..
but she didnt believe him at all…..
all shes seen was a kind, funny and really understanding guy…..
he listen to whatever she said…..
he remembered all their talks…..
she found herself smiling on the bus as she remembered the day…..
when she got home she went to bed…..
she was tired…..
soo tired…..
the next day went as usual…..
they talked on the chat site again…..
they talked as much as possible…..
he began talking about how depressed he felt…..
she didnt take him seriously…..
she couldnt forget the nice, kind and always happy guy from the day before…..
it became late and the both went to bed…..
2 days went…..
he hadnt contacted her for 2 whole days…..
he disappeared without saying anything…..
she got really angry…..
he could have at least told her if he went somewhere…..
she was hurt by his disappearence…..
she wrote his friend asking where he went…..
his friend was also a happy guy like he was…..
never a guy who was never really serious…..
she asked his fiend where he went adn why he hadnt said anything…..
his friend told her that he hadnt told anyone he went…..
she then asked his friend if he knew where he is…..
his friend only said that he still was at his home…..
she became angry at him and began yelling at his friend asking why he didnt answer her…..
“he hung himself yesterday”…..