Having someone that is the focus of your affection can be very hurtful if it isn’t returned. It can also be mind boggling trying to figure out what to do if that person doesn’t even know you are alive. A lot of sleepless nights go by thinking and weeping not knowing what to do.
“Great is my aspiration
to make you mine.
It may take a little time,
but I am not deterred
because I will have the last word.
I have yearned many nights
myself to sleep,
just thinking of you
until I weep.
There must be a way
to cause you to see me
with interest some day.
I must come up with a plan.
A plan that will make you my fan.
Thinking and thinking is all I do,
whether it be strictly of you
or how to win you.
It is driving me crazy
with all of this thinking.
Much more of it
and I fear,
that I will start sinking.
I have got to get a grip
before I totally flip.
You don’t even know
that I am alive.
Why must you deprive?
I have done everything
except try to talk to you,
which may turn out
to be the thing to do.
It is so hard,
and I am so scared.
For my heart
I must guard.
I have never been good
at accepting rejection.
It is as bad as an infection.
I must try to talk to you.
It is the only thing left to do.
I have to muster the courage
somewhere inside
and let the main focus
be my guide.
I am going to do it
with maybe some wit.
I now feel good about the idea.
Wish me luck,
that I don’t get stuck
on the words to say.
Anything worth having
is worth whatever
you have to go through
to obtain it.
I can see that now,
and I can see how
that comes in to play.
I can now see
what I must do
to win you.
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